Special post to feature this pic <33 Marius Drammond of sl for taking it and making it epic, I want to rape myself, how awesome is that? Skin is laq elena in pale, collars redmint, hairs loq, head dealie is loulou, wings are archon from marketplace, feet from slink, dress and arm wraps from plastik... And as always my shape's home made, I do a sideline in shapes though to order :P

Tune to fit the mood is... Destroid- Mourn

Word of the latter part of the day is : Asinine

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I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray...

Ive always been the quiet sort, I know right, you don't believe me :p But what I mean really is I try to avoid conflict at all costs in both sl and rl, I tend to run as soon as things start to worry/pressure me. Obviously that doesn't mean I cannot handle myself when the time comes, but, rather I choose not to get involved in anything that's going to result in added stress, paranoia, random insult swapping. Well the insult swapping is fun, but yeah, I'd rather not. I think I must be getting older, more mature, I'm not running this time. I'm standing my ground and it's kinda fun, so we'll see what happens. Rambling aside, life is goodish, djing is funs, as always... Found myself a couple of new DJ's to stalk and thief music from, so that's always fun <3 I'm sure they know who they are. Oh and I have total girly wood for Magika's hair fair treat Andarial with roots still (featured in last look of the day, and err the one before) It's rare that I stay interested in anything longer than a week or so, but oddly this habbit of phasing off and finding a shiny t-rex seems to be flitting currently too. Maybe I'm just not as ADD as I thought...

Word of the day: Polyamory
Tune of the day: Back in your head (tiesto mix)

LOTD: well you're going to have to wait for this, cant get pics to upload properly it scrambles em :o no matter what I try.


       

Fantasy or delusion?

 Random conversation at Zero this afternoon during Ms.Dori's set. Why do we play sl? Where does the line between fantasy and reality blur? Personal opinions time. In recent months Ive discovered how little i trust cyber peoples, I have a sleect few who I feel I know and have come to care rather deeply about, some of the closest friends I have, ive never actually met in person. But in saying that, there are others their I have called close and have eventually shown their true perfidious natures, but alas, I digress... Yes, for me second life is an extension of myself, let's not beat around the bush, it is a fantasy. And can be a pleasant one, my avatar has a way hotter arse than I'll ever have without copius ammounts of plastic surgery... :o
 I love to be the centre of attention in sl, hence why I dj and prance my barbie around in rather slutty outfits. I make wisecracks, I smart mouth and I'm sarcastic as hell. But, I'm that way inclined anyways, I mentioned my insecurities in an earlier post, and I know I mask them with bad humour. In rl, I'm not such an attention whore, I'm more the wall flower type until ive had a few drinks at least, but, I still try my hand at stand up comedy on a regular basis, and fall flat for the most part. In sl my friends call me stand-offish, in rl my friends call me friendly. Why is this? What makes me so cold in the game? I'm yet to fathom... I think I had a point when I started writing this, hum, maybe I should get back to it. If you play sl, and are reading this, then please comment, I'd love to know why you play. And whether you play in a totally roleplay capacity, or if your avatar is an extension of yourself in rl...
 Now, onto something completely different, speaking of fantasy and roleplay... Sim is close to completion!!!! Wewt, yay and all that Jazz. Dominic sent a notice this morning stating he'd finished the writing portion of the group work, therefor the backgrounds are actually done (Girly squee!) Build wise the Library, hospital and club are done, along with a massive part of the underground (again squee!)
Basically we're getting to the decoration time... My, my, this will be fun. Hopefully mr.self contained Dominic shall let us actually do some work now :D After all making shit pretty is something I'm good at!
I'll fill you in on more detail as and when it comes up...

Word of the day: Owned

Tune of the day:  Seabound - Domination

LOTD:

Shape: All my own baybee.

Hair: Magika - Andarial (roots edition)@hair fair.


Skin:Laq - Mima (peach)

Eyes: Repulse - Living dead eyes (dilated)

Skirt: *H+K* (white) sugar panier

Shirt: *Linc* Tankdress White Wet

Socks: *Linc* Garter Nylons Long Torn Black

Harness: Kyoot - Addicted to Dopamine

Piercing: -.HoD.- Bulletproofv3 - razor

Boots: Kboots - black

Collar: (r)M~ Studded Collar (No.03)

Wings: [europa] Archon Wings

Annnnd, we're back, I think I'm really going to have to start paying attention to you lot a bit more. My pc exploded a few weeks back, well, the motherboard fried, apparently ive been downloading too much porn (do'h) But, alas, I ended up ordering a new gaming monster pc, it's about time i caught up with the rest of the world, so you'll be noticing much improvement in lotd pics from now on. A lot's happened since I last posted, I've moved on, is the only way to say it really... I now dj for  Club Zero radio :D Discovering my old passion for ebm, trance and industrial. The dj's at zero are incredible, I even fan girl over a few, and well anyone that knows me knows I don't fan girl. Ever. Well, maybe over myself, but dude, i'm awesome. On another note, I'm heavily involved with the creation of a new roleplay sim. The Fallen. I am admin and secretary extraordinaire. We are not open yet, but suffice to say things are coming along beautifully. Allrighty mon petite chou, let's get this show on the road. Look of the day time...

word of the day : Revelation

Tune of the day: Deadmau5 vs Melleefresh - Attention whore (original mix)

Look of the day:

Shape: Homemade by moi.

Skin: Mima by Laq

Eyes: Repulse living dead eyes: Dilated

Tat: Repulse: Sinner

Shirt and Pants : Boom My milkshake shirt: Cherry & Seaman pants: Black

Makeup: Grixdale : Caustic- Panther girl

Hair : Magika - Andarial (roots edition) **Hair Fair**

Collar: Redmint : Studded